Brought darling for her check up yesterday, KK carpark is full!
Nvr happen before when we were there... dunno was is bc of the hand foot mouth disease or theres some seminar going on?
Anyway, when we reach the cardiac clinic, darling keep mumbling dunno wat she mumbling also... then when its our turn to went in, saw Dr. Tan, darling very funny leh, when she saw him, she nvr cry or smile or mui, but just keep on looking at him...even though Dr. Tan play with her, she also nvr smile or cry just keep looking... then when he's listening to her heart, she didnt move an inch but keep on looking at him... haha
(tink she recognise him...)
When the trainee docs was doing the echo scan for darling... i very scared... dunno y but i seem to have developed a phobia for echo machines... haiz... n my heart was like thumping very the hard? Darling is really very smart lor... when they were scanning for her, she keep on looking at them... same lor nvr smile nor cry nor mui & didnt move an inch during the 5mins of scanning... holding on to my finger tightly... After the scan, Dr. Tan told us tt everything is very good... no leakage, no swelling, was so so so realived when i heard that...
When one of the doc wans to wipe off the gel on darling neck, she hold up darling's chin to wipe but darling lifted her chin herself to let her wipe...
haha, then the doc was saying "wa very smart hor, lift up herself let me wipe..."
Actually i tink darling is scared of them doing "something" to her lor tts y she very guai! heehee
Love my darling!!!
Was watching Ah Wong on Channel 8 7pm tt day... then there was this episode which makes me tink abt alot of things... ok, tt episode was abt Ah Wong going to have an "open brain surgery" cause he had some loose glass pieces in his brain. And the mother was like very worried & Ah Wong, he's actually a 30yr old guy but with a mentality of 7yr old boy...
& even though he's "7" mentally he knws tt he will be ungoing a dangerous surgery & he does not want to cause he says he scare he will not get to see his family & friends again.
When i saw this part... my eyes already full of tears liao but still can tahan la... then the next scence....
The nxt scence shows the dad bringing him to an amusement park but stop him from playing games cause of his brain situation, told him to be brave to go through surgery, ok liao then can play... THEN... his dad started to open up his shirt buttons... when i saw tt scence i kinda expected wat he wana show... & yes... its a scar on his chest... he say he underwent heart surgery before & Ah Wong was like "wao... wat a big scar... must be very painful"Ya... enough liao lor, when i saw tt part, i burst out like dunno wat lor...haiz...
I knw darling is better but whenever i see e scar i feel very heartpain, nothing can describe the pain i have...
& watching tt episode really reminds me of alot of things... like i knw even though darling is just a 2mth old baby at tt point of time, she knws tt she is undergoing a surgery cause she have tears flowing without crying when we hug her just outside the surgery room... n keep on looking at her dad's back view when hes walking out until the head is like... u knw "try looking at ur bed frame when u r lying down without moving ur body, just ur head" kind.
I knw she's a blessed girl & a smart girl & im proud to have her, shes my "xin gan bao bei"!!!!!!
