very sianz, saw news everyday more n more local cases, saw in Punggol forum, one guy actually didnt knw tt he already had H1N1 n visited the IT show at suntec earlier one... yeah? n I guess more other such cases outside tts y its spreading so Xiong in Spore right now, n fever is not the only sympton, some ppl has no fever only cough but tested positive for H1N1. & sorry to say but most Singaporeans seems very selfish, even if they r sick they also hack care, the last time we were on a train, this guy was standing next to us, coughing n coughing without covering his mouth, somemore with this situation, how would I dare to go out?
Its not tt Im too paranoid or wat, but it seems really serious now? If I have only myself to live for... I can go whereever I wana go... but now with my darling with me, if Im sick, who want to help me look after her? n children r more vulnarable? n darling's PD has been reminding me everytime tt darling immune system is not as strong as other children, yes her heart is repaired but she is born with tt problem which means her body is born not as strong as others. n if anything happen to her? who wana pay the medical fees?
I am so very sianz with this H1N1, I cant go anywhere, n I have to be stuck at this bloody room. dear2 is coming home only when we sleep, n I expect tt to happen too during my birthday, Im so sianz of everything, nobody seems to understand my situation, i wana escape but theres no place for me to escape to. |