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dear2 on standby again today...
so boring, everyday earliest... he will reach home around 8+ & tt is like less then twice a week...
& i feel so shacked... looking after darling whole day...
but bo pian... hse coming... everything...
haiz
very luan, wan hse faster come but no $ reno also sianz... ...
anywayz...
these few dayz Ive been having BIG HEAD...
from...
choosing darling's sch
no tpt to go survey yet...
haven choosen yet...
our new house renovator...
saw on forum, alot of ppl already started sourcing liaoz...
actually have a few on my mind also,
if u happen to hav let them do hse b4,
gav me some suggestions yeah! ^^
Baroque
A&D
I-Pro Designworks
& ya my mum also would be doing reno for their new EA
can also see if Mum's renovator r good too, can consider too ^^
my job ... 1st or darling to sch 1st...
i knw alot of ppl will say of course ur child sch la...
i also knw ne... but i scare dear2 cannot tahan... sianz lorz...
i hope i can like start work + darling to sch same timing... -_-
oh ya abt jobs...
juz ask liz helped me send resume to her manager...
its TA working in sch,
normally u can get to work in a sch near ur place ne,
tt is y Ive decided to give it a try even though my pay would be like...
-$500 from my previous job if i work as tt...
but at least its more stable ba i suppose...
& nearer to home ^^
hope can get it... >.<
After darling slept juz nw... I was so boringz...tt I used the Ikea software to design darling's room... but sadz to knw there issnt any painting options etc... juz add furniture for a layout... I guess darling's room would be something like tt when she grow bigger... :p not very zhun on measurements la estimate from the flrplan...
3D~  but Mum says b4 must see see also & calculate the horoscope stuffs...
wat colours suitable for us etc...
I Strongly believe in these stuffs ne~
These few days...
Ive been trying to relax by playing FB playfish Restaurant City...
its similar to some chinese pc games ive played b4 :) 
its so noisy outside...
actually going to fall asleep liaoz...
but tks to the buay auto+ purposely guy outside watching tv
sianz i hate him la!!!
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| (Elicia Kim) ♥ 4/30/2009 11:03:00 PM |
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| CarpeDiem childcare & gathering @ JP |
| Wednesday, April 22, 2009 |
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PS was where we went yesterday :p cause I needed to get something from Daiso... ziplock bags... but no stk.. -_- so end up juz bought fruit juice (my 1st time... & i luv it! nice leh!) bought also this... for darling...  haha I admit I bought this with the hope of participating in Spore Natsu Matsuri's festival... hopefully can get the tickets... --'' Darling is so naughty lor, she did not nap At All yesterday! even though she's super sleepy... ...  she can be this awake the next moment... --''  & tt makes her sleep at 8+pm when we reached home yesterday ^^ After PS, headed to Punggol via MRT cause I heard from forum tt the walls surrounding C2 has been taken down!!! end up... ...  no leh... still surrounding it leh... sianz... but can see nw they r like just doing touch up workz! ^^v & we went to the mini exhibition at Punggol too! juz opposite beside the MRT  Punggol 21+ gallery its supposed to showcase the "future" of hw Punggol looks like ok... I knw I very bo liao to go there... well... im really bo liao ma... >.<  darling is so naughty nw la, whenever I asks her to take photo.. she will purposely look at the other direction or purposely shake her head cause she dun wana take pics... -_-  looking at the pond... & purposely ignored me...
the decorative pond at the entrance...  soooo happy to see the future mall is just within walking distance form my house... (yellow diamond= mall, pink star= my blk!) ^^  trained to SK after tt... walked awhile in Compass POint... & saw tis cute thingie where they used recycled items to do this...  finally reached... well... the unit... (=-_-=) I really need to go trim my eyebrow & go thinned my hair...  my hair is so thick nw tt it loks super obvious im wearing extension... sucks... & i tried my extension on darling yesterday... ... ......................... .................. ............. .......... ........ ....... ...... ..... .... ... .. . . . tadang!  wahaha! pardon my darling's messy hairstyle cause she was sweating... --'' but i got a shock la after seeing darling wearing them... cause she look 100% like a japanese doll... those traditional one heehee oh man... darling... Mummy luvs u ne!!!!!!! Muarkz!!! |
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| (Elicia Kim) ♥ 4/22/2009 12:43:00 PM |
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| long depression post, skip it if u hate to listen to problems... |
| Wednesday, April 15, 2009 |
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something happened yesterday
tks to HS, I manage to let it out to someone,
& BK too... haha happen to call so...
sorry... have to let u listen to my troubles again...
well... just one question,
"how would u feel if u see ur toddler outside holding this thing swinging around?"  fyi, if u cannot see from the photo wat is it...
(i dunno wtf it is also...)
its something like a giant fork,
big & rusty enough to poke untill u bleed. I tried to let my darling be closer to u all,
by letting her go out n play with u,
but y issit so difficult for u to help me look after her for just 3mins?
just 3mins when I was washing her milk bottle,
u played with her for 1 min,
then when she wonder off to ur son's room or kitchen,
u bo chap her let her roam herself,
despite ur son telling u to keep all the dangerous stuffs out of reach from ur granddaughter,
u ignore or rather bo chap,
if i knw i would keep it.
1st is a box of needles she took out from tt drawer,
u saw it & knew it was needles but u ignored,
I was the one who put in another place but u put back into the same place
knowing she always open tt particular drawer,
2nd, razor from tt same drawer,
3rd time, those pin for pinboard in ur son's room,
luckily I spotted it b4 my darling pick it up,
4th, a very tiny piece of metal thingie my darling almost put in her mouth in ur son's room,
& now this big forky thingie...
Y issit when she walk towards u then u entertain her then she walk away u bo chap her,
its just 3mins not 3hrs...
If i dun let her go out, u all complain,
now i always let her go out play then like this,
if anything happen who will u all blame?
me?
& so now i dun let her go out unless she is within my sight,
but U come back home without washing ur feet & bathing just come into my room & carry her out, & u knw how particular I am abt my darling's environment
esp. the place where she rests,
I admit im not so hygene freak b4,
but y am I like tt now?
imagine ur baby PD everytime when see u tell u must be clean cause ur daughter is diff. from other baby,
& after seeing wat my daughter went thru,
tt is y i am wat i am today,
& how do u call ur grand daughter?
u didnt knw her name? even though u asks us for abt 3times b4?
english name u dunno? ok hw abt chinese name?
still cant remember? thought u call her "ah mei" b4?
y u nvr call her tt?
y u wana call her by saying "zkzkzk" like how u call my dog?
r u trying to treat ur grand daughter like hw u treat a dog?
Ok even after all these things,
I still keep quiet cause I knw I have to respect you,
but y last night for nothing u wana say so loud bad things abt me?
wana purposely let me hear?
"tt charbo think she very smart, stay here do nothing!"
tks ne, will remember wat u say abt me,
u say me like this just because u not happy to see me wiping my room floor after u walked in?
sorry ne but i place my darling before u,
even if u dun wana maintain a clean environment outside,
I have to maintain my own on my side,
& i can tell u straight in ur face, I Dun Wan to stay in ur or rather the house ur wife has been slogging away paying by herself,
& hello~~~!
fyi, i would wipe ur living room & kitchen every morning,
tts the reason y ur elder son asks u all to wash ur feet when u all reach home
cause U wana let ur grand daughter go out play,
but u purposely ignore & obviously doesnt appreciate,
u even bring ur shoes & wear in the middle of the living room,
leaving ur living room to have those sands/ mud bits & those black black spots,
is protesting more important or ur grand daughter's health more important?
do u knw ur grand daughter vomited b4 all those dirty things out cause she went outside
& u all ignore her after playing with her for 1min
& she go suck her fingers tts y she vomited out?
I tried not to be 自闭 but u force me to be like tt again tks to wat u say how u think of me loudly enough to let me hear,
Oh & fyi again, the reason Y i was 自闭 in the first place,
if u could remember, after i give birth I never close my room door one cause I Thought u all would wana come in to see ur grand daughter (tt time i was still not a hygene freak yet hah!)
but U only came in Once & the second time?
was when u were sort of forcing me to lend u 1k? asks me to pawn off my wedding gold?
& i was having post natal depression at tt time?
& ya the ah long incident? u totally scare me off & made me become 自闭
locking myself & my darling in room,
only to go out when i needed to go to loo or wash milk bottles.
& now thanks to U again,
I am back to my 自闭 self again locking us up,
or even better now,
i decided to go out & hang around nearby until i knw
i woudnt see ur face or rather let u see my face then i come back home,
happy? or u wan me to carry ur granddaughter to jump down then once & for all,
u would not need to face us anymore? nothing for u to say anymore?
but well, my friend told me the last decision is not wise cause it is not worth to end my life for a person like you after wat my darling has braved thru,
true~
(if u think im abit mad after seeing wat i wrote b4... I admit maybe i still have abit of depression, who wont? staying in room with no one to talk to 24hrs?)
& do u knw Y i choose to buy Punggol hse in the 1st place?
cause I thought my hubby r close to u all like how I luv my family,
& i put him above myself cause he is the eldest son,
but i regreted it cause it doesnt seem tt way,
even ur son can tell me he never ever felt being loved by u all,
Once i have my house keys, i can no need renovate one, just buy those neccesities
move in can liao, happy?
I wan to work Now but wat abt ur granddaughter?
her PD told me to let her go skool when she have finish all her injections @ 2yrs old,
& of course i also feel it is wiser for her to build up her immune system 1st b4 going to skool,
(anyway im looking for one now 1st)
I am ur son's wife, not just any other "charbo" like wat u say
& maybe one more time if i hear u calling my daughter using "zekzekzek" again,
i will ask u straight in ur face,
"u think she dog?"
I respected u, keep quiet bc u r my hubby f,
u make me lose trust on u b4,
just when I thought we could be a happy family again,
u did this again,
i knw everyone has been telling me I can only "ren"
& ya the only way for me to ren is not to see ur face,
since u do not know how to respect me & my daughter,
I see no reason y I still have to tolerate ur nonsense & lies,
Bye man~ |
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| (Elicia Kim) ♥ 4/15/2009 10:29:00 PM |
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soooooo long nvr eat Tepanyaki liaoz...
