
I wonder if anybody out there would play back the scenes of what u did on tt day before you sleep? Well, since young i have that habit, every night when i was lying on my bed... closing my eyes.. all the things which i had done on tt day would flash back on my mind like a movie playing. & last night the same thing happened but its more of a summerise of what i did ever since i gave birth to darling... so fast 5 mths have passed... I suddenly see myself on "tt day" after darling was born on the 3rd day... in Thomson, when i 1st heard the news tt the PD heard murmur from darling's heart. Actually i cried really damn bad on tt day besides the news...cause i thought of my ex... whom is 8 yrs older then me, he too have hole in heart, had surgery too, had scar on his chest... my mind was like "y y my baby has the same situation as him?" "will my baby need surgery too? "she's still so small" & lots of questions just pop out... & lotsa lotsa of other things which i had went thru... but well, i hope everything is ok now & hopefully getting better!
Last night, we went out for dinner, one auntie ask me how old is darling, i say "5 mths" & she was like "ha?!?" She say darling look very small for 5 mth old baby... then i just smile back lor...
haiz, reaction must be so big meh? sianz... Darling has been drinking fewer these few days... n i guess she lose some weight... Darling must drink more milk milk ne... ok...

my darling has been trying to crawl... gambarooo ne! ^^ |