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| Wednesday, April 30, 2008 |
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Sianz, fainted yesterday... so long nvr faint liao... fainted 4 times b4 in my life, dunno y everytime stomach suddenly have a kind of sharp pain then i knw im going to faint... the last time i fainted was... 5 yrs ago...?
wa liaoz... then last night got tt pain again... went to toilet... then suddenly find myself lying on the flr...shucks... right side of my face slapped on the flr, head got a bump & my lips bleed...
tink i knock my head against the sink then fall to the flr... sianz... so painful!!!
Itai!!!
Nw slightly better... but head still painful... nvr mind see my darling then happy liaoz... ^^''
Tried asking darling again today... if she wans milk... n he shake her head... but at the end she don seem to wan to bother abt me... cause i ask too many times... haha
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| (Elicia Kim) ♥ 4/30/2008 02:08:00 PM |
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 Charlene in her Nishimatsuya cotton-towel bare back romper~
Not much for the past few days... went back to Jurong yesterday, my baby sis as usual, cute as ever, she can walk on bed heehee but haven try letting her walk on floor yet.
She called me "jie jie jie jie jie" too yesterday, kawaii ne!
& Charlene, nw when u say "kong kong how, baby kong kong how?" she will knock her head against ur head... heehee so cute ^^
 Collected darling's bare back romper in Punggol yesterday, bought from SG Motherhood forum, $6.90, so kawaii! Love it ne, rabbit head with some jap words.
Too bad it only comes in one size~ 70-80cm, cant get one for Edsel... ...
Look so kawaii when darling is wearing it!
 Darling again, smiling happily while watching High-5...
Nw she really loves to talk very the loud while sucking her fingers... with 4 fingers in her mouth she would goes : "bi bahbahbah bi aiya aiya aiya aiya poo poo poo~~~~~~" n so on.... ... haha very funny leh, esp. when i hear her say "aiya" dunno where she learn from... ... |
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| (Elicia Kim) ♥ 4/28/2008 02:50:00 PM |
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The above sentance is my feeling for dear2 family living in this SK house.
Its not like i hate dear2 parents n his bro... But I really hate to tolerete their actions.
I dun understand y people can be so unhygenic even in their own house.
I wana move out asap but...
Alot of ppl ask me, "y dun u let ur mil look after ur baby?"
Seriously, its not like i hate them or wat but their actions really made me sick of them, sick of living with them.
Maybe alot of ppl might feel tt im rude & "u r staying in their house still wana complain" kinda of stuffs. I dun wish to blog all these, but i really need to let it out somewhere if not i'll go crazy...
Even now i feel like my depression is coming again cause i would cry suddenly until very terok, i really cant stand it. Tell me... Would you dare to let someone look after your baby if:
*She wakes baby up to bath her. (still can accept)
*She says must bath baby 1st then feed her even though baby is crying for milk. (cant stand, makes baby keeps on crying as a result & darling has holes in heart @ tt point of time.)
*She bathes baby "gan jiongly", frightens & makes baby urinate on the floor as a result. (cant stand)
*She have fish skin on her shirt when she was bathing baby. (cant stand)
Even though I went thru Caesarean giving birth to Charlene, i bath Charlene on my own 2nd wk of my confinement, bringing the tub of water from kitchen toilet to our room. I realised tt she do not have any experiance at all looking after babies, she only have experiance looking after Toddler.
Actually all above, i have lived thru it, got over it but what i cant stand is living with them.
Tell me... Can you tahan living in these environment:
*Where doors were slammed loudly everytime when u have a baby at home.
(dear2 told them a hundred n one time tt WE HAVE A BABY AT HOME, dun frighten her but they just say okok, listen one side, another side goes out, only until darling was 4MTHS PLUS then they started using the door stopper dear2 bought them when darling was born, to stop them from slamming doors. When the door slam, she still can tell us "upstairs door also slam mah" WTF, i mean common lor, ppl got baby at home or not? & its ur grand-daughter leh, sh have heart problems but u all dun give a damn keep slamming, after surgery also, tols them darling cannot be frighten cause heart is weak needs to recover but doors still slam & same things were said)
* Where ppl likes to talk damn loud, tok extremely loud to each other & on HP, laugh loudly when a baby is at home.
(same thing, dear2 told themalot alot of times, they frightened babies, but still since darling is born, they r still the same. Even when my friend came to our house visit me, asked me "ur mil dun like ur baby issit? y tok so loud on the phone when baby is still sleeping?" i just smile back. Ya i knw maybe its their habit of living but cant they think of baby???)
*Where he likes to on his com to watch DVD at full blast.
(told him hundred n one time liao, cause he likes to do tt when he reach home which is 11+pm n dun give a damn, just on full blasts without closing his room door)
*Where u can see ants crawling around the floor cause there were drips of juices or soups or foods dropped on the floor & not cleaned up.
(I sweeped & moped everyday with the "Chu Chen Zhi Tuo Ba" & every morning i can see all these! I mean... Hello~~~ this is ur house, u all eat or drink spilled on the floor dunno how to wipe??? if a few times, u tell me accidentally nvr mind but is everytime when they r eating at home or drinking will have lor! Then u can see ants crawling around the kitchen.)
*Where u go into the toilet, toiletbowl not flashed, most of the times urines & a few times- SHIT, yes SHIT.
(Its really very sick where u go into the toilet every morning to smell the smell of urines cause they dun flash whenever they urinate & SHIT? yes, i saw a total of 5 times, accidentally? Ya but 5 times. enough liao lorz, who knws, might have more to come.)
*Where plates & pots etc not washed clean.
(After my confinement when i saw all these, i told dear2 to tabao for me everyday cause i dun dare to eat their home cooked food. Everyday i go to the sink, i can see rare meats or fish skins etc still sticking on the shopping board & the plates? The plates have all those stains sitcking on them, u knw like not washed cleanly then overnight harden kind? & ants crawling there lor. Ya tts it, tell me, u dare to eat?)
*Where ppl reach home nvr wash their feets.
(ok, this is more minor thing, i still can accept... but i feel very sianz lor, everyday i wipe the floor then they reach home nvr wash feet then step until the floor all sticky all over.)
*Where they just throw their rubbish just on the side of the sink without tying the plastic bag, with foods all inside leave till overnight, ya ants crawling around there.
(Seriously, the sink is area where i hate most, or i tink should be kitchen cause its the dirtiest part of their house! i dunno y but they really dun seems to give a damn abt the cleanliness of their house. dear2 keep throwing away, cause remind them liao still same.)
Well, they just dun give a damn, no matter how many times dear2 tells them. I knw they hate me, dun like to see me at home, if they r not so "like tt" would we have asked them to dun like this dun like tt? We hate to do tt also, dear2 had gave up & disappointed with them cause he says tell them also like tt. I evn told them hen darling reached home after her surgery, to keep their voloume down cause her heart need to recuperate cannot gana frighten etc, & his bro ask "how long" WTF, how long??? he ask me stupid question, i tell him stupid answer, i told him "2 yrs" then he was like "WHAT?!?" Dun give me the crap tt his bro is still young dun understand, ya 19yrs old young?
Even my sis 12 yrs old knws tt baby at home try not to frighten them & cares abt Charlene, everytime would ask me "hows Charlene"
Apparently, they just treat wat dear2 n me told them as "er bian feng" cause they just dun bother.
This really makes me feels tt they dun give a damn abt Charlene at all.
I knw dear2 is very disappointed esp. with his relatives whom he claims is even closer then his own parents & siblings, when i gave birth to darling, they nvr visit us in hospital, they visited us when we r at home with no gifts no nothing, not even ang bao for darling, think they came cause the mother ask them to, its not like im hard up for their gifts or wat but i feel its really not very nice, u knw like they come unwillingly like tt. I can still remember dear2 happily messaging them tt baby is born, he thought they would come to Thomson to visit but no lor, not even the children whom dear2 claims like his own sister & brother, they dunno how to come? Or they Expect dear2 to fetch them? I can still remember e disappointed looks on dear2 face.
When darling is in hospital, they nvr came, not even a call or msg to dear2 asking abt Charlene & i told dear2 "ya tts the family whom u claim closer then ur parents & ur siblings" & yet, everytime when they need help be it IT stuffs or help at their stall last time, dear2 would throw away all his things just to help them, i ask dear2 to wake up lor.
Dun be so "chin chye" anymore, ppl ask u to do wat, u say okok.
& i told him if, IF la... but most prob. wont... even if have also at least 3 yrs time... IF i have a baby again, no need to inform his relatives from his m side cause none of them give a damn. none of them would visit us. |
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| (Elicia Kim) ♥ 4/25/2008 01:02:00 PM |
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 Brought darling for her check up yesterday, KK carpark is full! Nvr happen before when we were there... dunno was is bc of the hand foot mouth disease or theres some seminar going on? Anyway, when we reach the cardiac clinic, darling keep mumbling dunno wat she mumbling also... then when its our turn to went in, saw Dr. Tan, darling very funny leh, when she saw him, she nvr cry or smile or mui, but just keep on looking at him...even though Dr. Tan play with her, she also nvr smile or cry just keep looking... then when he's listening to her heart, she didnt move an inch but keep on looking at him... haha (tink she recognise him...) When the trainee docs was doing the echo scan for darling... i very scared... dunno y but i seem to have developed a phobia for echo machines... haiz... n my heart was like thumping very the hard? Darling is really very smart lor... when they were scanning for her, she keep on looking at them... same lor nvr smile nor cry nor mui & didnt move an inch during the 5mins of scanning... holding on to my finger tightly... After the scan, Dr. Tan told us tt everything is very good... no leakage, no swelling, was so so so realived when i heard that... When one of the doc wans to wipe off the gel on darling neck, she hold up darling's chin to wipe but darling lifted her chin herself to let her wipe... haha, then the doc was saying "wa very smart hor, lift up herself let me wipe..." Actually i tink darling is scared of them doing "something" to her lor tts y she very guai! heehee  Love my darling!!!
 Was watching Ah Wong on Channel 8 7pm tt day... then there was this episode which makes me tink abt alot of things... ok, tt episode was abt Ah Wong going to have an "open brain surgery" cause he had some loose glass pieces in his brain. And the mother was like very worried & Ah Wong, he's actually a 30yr old guy but with a mentality of 7yr old boy...
& even though he's "7" mentally he knws tt he will be ungoing a dangerous surgery & he does not want to cause he says he scare he will not get to see his family & friends again.
When i saw this part... my eyes already full of tears liao but still can tahan la... then the next scence....
The nxt scence shows the dad bringing him to an amusement park but stop him from playing games cause of his brain situation, told him to be brave to go through surgery, ok liao then can play... THEN... his dad started to open up his shirt buttons... when i saw tt scence i kinda expected wat he wana show... & yes... its a scar on his chest... he say he underwent heart surgery before & Ah Wong was like "wao... wat a big scar... must be very painful"Ya... enough liao lor, when i saw tt part, i burst out like dunno wat lor...haiz...
I knw darling is better but whenever i see e scar i feel very heartpain, nothing can describe the pain i have...
& watching tt episode really reminds me of alot of things... like i knw even though darling is just a 2mth old baby at tt point of time, she knws tt she is undergoing a surgery cause she have tears flowing without crying when we hug her just outside the surgery room... n keep on looking at her dad's back view when hes walking out until the head is like... u knw "try looking at ur bed frame when u r lying down without moving ur body, just ur head" kind.
I knw she's a blessed girl & a smart girl & im proud to have her, shes my "xin gan bao bei"!!!!!!
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| (Elicia Kim) ♥ 4/24/2008 12:55:00 PM |
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 can u all see tt there's a red mark on darling's hand on above pic?
I saw the mark after dinner yesterday & was shocked...
when i went closer to look at it, i discovered its a... ... ... ... ... ...  lovebite... ... can u all see the mini gum shape?
Faintz... (=-_-=)''
She must have sucking her hand so hard until there's a "lovebite" on it while we were having our dinner!
pengz!
 Charlene loves playing with her feet nowadays...
As usual, mum send me a pic of Edsel today...  haha, shes so adorable!!!!!
My mama told me tt she ate finish a whole piece of pancake from Mac!
No wonder her face now is so (0^-^0) heehee kawaii ne!!!
I have always liked exploring Heritage, normally every few mths when i have new photos, will go in n "play" while... heehee
Latest results! 
MyHeritage: Look-alike Meter - Best genealogy sites - Family tree research So darling actually look more like me or dear2??
Think dear2 bah... cause everybody who sees darling says so... all say mini papa... headach -_-''
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| (Elicia Kim) ♥ 4/22/2008 04:28:00 PM |
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Both dear2 n me had similar nightmares these few days... the other day... i dreamt tt cardio doc told us tt darling needs another surgery... then dear2 woke up today morning, told me he dreamt tt darling was in CICU again poked by many things...
Seriously, both of us did not go n think about all "those" but maybe... Charlene's appt. with cardio doc is coming soon on 23rd & maybe that has been a very very well... frightening experiance for us that subconsciously we had dreams like tt.
For the past few times when we went out, strangers would say darling should be around 3 mths old... i hear liao very sad, i knw i should not be affected by all these things.. but i just cannot control... darling's appetite had not been good also recently, only drink around 150ml each time, hopefully its just teething affecting her.
 My Angel~darling, mummy loves you, pls. drink more milk ok!!!
Called up dear2 just now, ask him to buy those baby soft solid for darling to try, search on internet, some babies at this stage dun wana drink milk, prefer to eat soft food... & dear2 tried feeding Charlene mashed potato b4 (tiny bit only)... she knws hw to eat leh... heehee
Hopefully by trying soft food, Charlene can eat more! Several behavioral changes may indicate baby’s readiness for solid foods, including new capabilities and changes in eating behavior.
For instance, your baby may: - sit with support √
- play with toes and begin to grasp feet (she has been trying to do this~)
- support weight on hands with extended arms (err... not sure tink she support using arms...)
- reach for an object with hand √
- show anxiety when seeing a stranger, direct smile towards a familiar face √
- begin to hold head up √
- progressively develop control of muscles and nervous system √
Signs of readiness for solid food include: - moving tongue in mouth to make a bolus √
- showing ability to swallow non-liquid food √
- showing interest on seeing food, getting excited when food is being prepared
open mouth as spoon approaches √ - progressively turning head away from spoon when no longer hungry (haven try yet!)
Well, maybe Charlene is really ready to try soft food, shall try it tonight!
Hopefully, she can accept ne! So she can absorb more!
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| (Elicia Kim) ♥ 4/18/2008 05:46:00 PM |
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| Wednesday, April 16, 2008 |
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Went to Bugis (again) yesterday evening to get a new bottle for darling, cause her existing bottle suddenly seems to have some black dots like paint... stuck on it, no matter how i scrub also cannot go off... dunno how like tt also... wa liaoz... wash & sterilize everytime, dunno gana wat... maybe someone hand dirty go n open the steriliser... anyway, her existing bottles all have small teats so bo pian ask dear2 bring us out to buy.
  Dressed darling in a burberrys top (from edsel ^^) & a pants from Topshop which i bought before giving birth, love seeing her dress like this... haha Read on forum also that some existing brands of plastic bottles are harmful to babies with Avent containing the most toxic! Oh man... 
If u r interested to find out more, pls. refer to SGmotherhood forum: http://www.singaporemotherhood.com/forumboard/messages/5/1168108.html?1207647930
As discussed in forum, glass bottles are the safest bottles... & i realized that most Japanese uses glass bottles for their babies at home & plastic bottles only when they go out!
So, bought a glass bottle for darling yesterday in BHG...
 Pigeon brand, made in Jap.
Also, saw these... n bought them too...
 Barley Tea & Apple juice powder for babies from Jap also, heehee
Tried making the barley tea for darling just now, she ok leh, drank all finish!
I tested abit... test like Tea!!!
but this one no caffaine etc lah (indicated) but really taste like Tea lor!
Wierd... darling loves bitter stuffs...
Haven try the apple one... hopefully it will be sweet instead of sour! haha Jap apples r very sweet one ma... so hopefully this one also lah! -_-''
Everything 20% at BHG!
Recived my sample of Dumex step 2 milk, abit disappointed cause i had requested for samples of their cerels... but out of stock... sianz...Darling will be 6mths too so i thought can request since its free... to see if she likes to eat or not... haiz too bad...
Request for Sample: http://www.dumex.com.my/products/mamilgold.php  their free sample- 400g tin, not bad ne~
My mum suggests me to continue feeding Charlene Step 1 milk cause can drink till 12 mths & have more "hao liaoz" cause Edsel seems to lost weight after changing to Step 2 milk, think Mamex Gold is really a good brand cause it have this Immunofortis in it, and if u compare with other brands, u can really see they have more vitamins etc.
Even my gynae recommand this brand before i gave birth to Charlene ne~
Mummy bought this for Charlene from JB!
 Milk powder in packet form!
Only available in Malaysia, for Dumex, all are made in Australia, only packed in Malaysia, even the ones u buy in Spore also r packed in Malaysia ne~
Mum bought 4 packets for us!
One packet RG44+! |
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| (Elicia Kim) ♥ 4/16/2008 04:20:00 PM |
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Dunno where Charlene learn from... but nowadays whenever she flip, she will scream very loud all the way or she will "pooooooo poooooooo" using her mouth "poooo" untill saliva all over her face... videoed it... when i film her, she stop so i ask her to do & she do it again... haha
 bought a bottle of Heinz baby apple for darling to try cause when im pregnant, im obssesed with Apple with Cranberry juices... well... any juices with apples... pomegranate...cranberries... or even fruity ice-creams & peach yogurts... i love them when im pregnant... now not so much... haha... so i supposed its darling who loves them ya...
She so funny, tried giving her just nw, after her 1st sip, her face immediately squeezed together, haha so cute... tii bad nobody help me take picture of that... she drank a few mouths with face squeezed every time then dun wan liao, scream once very loud & started to go "poooooo"!
she's so naughty now!
(tried the apply juice... ok la.. like apple juice with no sugar n abit sour haha, charlene "sua ku" nvr drink sour tings b4...)
 now she loves to hug her "baobei" n play with her toys... so cute... love her!
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| (Elicia Kim) ♥ 4/15/2008 03:13:00 PM |
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| (Elicia Kim) ♥ 4/14/2008 11:11:00 AM |
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so long nvr had cravings like NOW...
Mochi Rice Cake... ...
Darling very funny, like to play peek-a-boo... from her playpen like tt above~
Love her!
and this...
haha
Charlene laughing happily when HS is playing with her~
she was like grumbling abt something to HS... when i captured this shot... -_-''
me & Charlene in V8 cafe, dinner time with HS & her hubby & dear2~
Charlene holding her bottle~
Charlene sitting n posing like a big "boy"...
^^v
