My tear glands was triggered again yesterday while I was watching Kinship II, ya the part where "Ying Siong" was detected by doctor for ASD & the mother was saying "What?! My son is so young & you all wan to bring him to operate?!" Yes, My tears flowed immediately... even though its just a drama, i was thinking to myself "Your son is at least older then my daughter...?" & Charlene not only has ASD, she has also VSD... Charlene is only 2 mths old but looks like a 1 mth old baby... & she needs to go for operation...
This monday we will be going down to KK to talk to the Surgeon about the surgery... Also, in the drama, the "Shuiling" & the bad guy was saying "Ying Siong" had to take so many medicines & go through so many Echo scans...
So do Charlene, i think Charlene went thru more...? Total of 4 Echo scans done so far, 1 chest X-Ray done, 3 blood tests done, 2 types of medicines to be taken everyday, 1 type is 3 times per day & the other is 2 times per day... Charlene hates the medicine esp. the one to be taken 2 times per day... i think its extremely bitter... cause she would wan to vomit everytime when we feed her that, sometimes she "almost" vomited & sometimes... really vomited out... n all the milk which she had drank earlier gone like tt. My heart really pain when i saw her vomit, its like her milk intake is already very little n after the vomiting its like... she did not really drink at all? & she really feels very "xin ku". She's also a very smart girl... when i carry her to the kitchen, she lok around the kitchen & would frown & almost vomited when i haven even feed her the medicines... cannot tehen her... really knws how to recognise places... |