Am currently in KK now... Charlene was admitted into KK due to her cold. Cause of her holes in heart, a slight cold or cough will infect her lungs thus we are admitted into KK to check on it. Today is the second day... after all the checkings etc... the cardiologist in KK says tt now there's blood flowing into her lung... n her heart is abit swell now, it is advisable to have her heart operated. Yes, once again i burst into tears...the thing i fear most has happen. Just spoke to the cardiologist, he mentioned tt the hole in Charlene's heart is more difficult to close cause of the position... there's few muscle surrounding the hole & now the hole is getting bigger, also the position is just beside her heart valve which means there is no support for the valve n in long term view, it will cause danger. He says tt having a operation will close both the holes in her heart n she would be able to grow healthy just like any other kids (nw her growing rate is slower) There's a risk of 2-3% low but still there's a risk, i pray to God that everything would be fine. Can only have the operation when she has recover from her cold... which means 2-3 weeks from now now, she will be having her operation...
"The spring is here, yet it stills rains. When the rain stops, joy comes. The sun & moon gradully rises. The old gives way to the new. To see through this is like going though the Dragon gate. The God and Buddha aid You." (The situation is right. Proceed. It is just the beginning.)
This is wat i got from Guan Yin temple in Bugis. "My darling, no matter what happens, mummy & daddy will always be by your side, i know you will be strong & we will go thru everything together, everybody is praying for you & God is also looking after you. You must be brave ok!!!" |
